dear self, why it must be you? why its you who always be the one in pain? what mistakes can be related to with this pain? im tired dear self, i am tired. i just wanna be happy. that's all. why is it so hard for them to understand what i actually felt? this is really a pain in the ass la weh. aku sakit kot macamni. i'd tried my best but its seems that best is just not enough. how can i prove to people that i can be happy too? i just dont get it. why is it too hard for you guys to understand that mind other's business is a no-no? apa aku dah buat? tell me!!! this is sucks. i hate everyone!!!!