calm down

dear self, why it must be you? why its you who always be the one in pain? what mistakes can be related to with this pain? im tired dear self, i am tired. i just wanna be happy. that's all. why is it so hard for them to understand what i actually felt? this is really a pain in the ass la weh. aku sakit kot macamni. i'd tried my best but its seems that best is just not enough. how can i prove to people that i can be happy too? i just dont get it. why is it too hard for you guys to understand that mind other's business is a no-no? apa aku dah buat? tell me!!! this is sucks. i hate everyone!!!!