i dont know how to describe my feelings and how to tell everyone what my thoughts is. its hard to be describe and to be told. for god sake, seriously i am miserable now. too many things crossed my mind. i keep on thinking about it over and over again. i doesn't have an idea where and what i should start with....
i dont feel that kind of happy with my life. like seriously, this is not the kind of life that im hoping for. i know i should bersyukur. yes, i am thankful to Him but i dont know. i keep on asking why i cant be happy like others but then i think... everyone didnt that happy. i meant, they're not happy as what as we thought of!