people do not know what exactly we feel. until a time, they are conscious that we are no longer kind of old, that no so closed. that time ,all was not useful anymore. changes require time. changes should not be made in tha day simple. we need support, need friends, need a love that no refused unrivaled. people who do not recognize us always make speculation about ourselves without them knowing what had happened. nominally often condemning, slandering about someone they do not know. we all are humans, not all perfect. not someone else should be treated so. awake, all human are not perfect. no one is perfect. yourself as well.