Why.. Everything that happened, is all my fault? I did nothing wrong. I have done nothing to people around me. Why it is always me at fault? I am trying my best to be the best mom, the best co-parent, the best daughter. Why is it not enough? What do they need me to do? What do I need to do to prove myself to them? I am a human being too. I have feelings. I have big feelings. I am stuck in the middle. Aizad & mom wont bugged.... What should I do? I am so sad. I am trying to be okay and civil to everyone but for once, can someone listen to me? Can someone actually see that I am too struggling here? Can someone see that I too need help?
I am hopeless. I am so tired to stay strong.
Should i just... end it all?