i try my best to calm up my mind, relaxing my body from those stressful environment with those negative thoughts. can i just like turn to kid back? where all im worried about is my fav cartoon story. i hate being a grow up kids. i dont want somehow.  this, is. sucks.

therefore, i keep on asking myself, did anyone can love me for who i am? can i make everyone around me proud? am i good enough to please them? am i a good friends for my friends? its keep on running in my mind. i keep on thinking bout it over and over. its hurt yknow.. seriously, its painful instead...