Im confused. Hm. Idk how to explain here. He said he loves me , but yeah . how come 20 years guy can love this school kid kan –“ hmm , but okay I tau you dah cakap awal awal yang you taknak I hoping all the stuff kan . I fham . and that’s what I’ve been trying to do teddy . err , aku tak tau , confused. Seriously . im starting to loikee you , but idk . your ways make me wonder , and confused. Hadoii . you’re far from me now. Far. Really far. Like 250km from Kajang :’( I missed  you. I missed those tough body. Those naughty voices. Those comfort hug. You’re such an huggable guy :-) I miss those happiness smile ever :-D I remembered the time , you playing your  XBOX game, haha main game bola and you was like , come ah main sekali. I malu gila nak main sebab dia macam kena pretend main betol betol. Letak bola , tendang . tu yang I was like damnn malu gilaaa -,- then , boring . I watched you playing boxing all the stuff and at the end of the game, there’s your candid pictures HIHI so coollll :’D then, bila was like bored gilaa , you pergi online. Then you teman I HIHI I was ohh so sweet :-P err then , you main game NEED FOR SPEED hahaha memula main , marah marah. Dah gempak , bangga haha bila I puji sikit , nehhh              terus kalah HAHAHA tu lah , bangga lagii , then . everytime you menang , mesti dapat kereta baru HAHA bangga sangat kau kan :-) then tanya “ errr to privacy sorry :-)” haha err and then , the special gift are conquer  us  HEHE I missed those time baby . sampai pukul 9am kita tak tidur . gila lah . then , you antar I balik . hah you sedap tidur sampai pukul 4 or 6 . haha I tak tidur langsung sebab ada kenduri lah itu lah . then , malam tu hah amek kau . satu message pun aku tak balas HEHE lantokk . ngantok gila . now , I kept reminding all of our memories . damnn , RINDU KOTT ;”( shaa , kau tau kan kak sape die ? hmm . takpe , lagi dua semester je :-) tapi aku taknak hope apape kak , anything could happen , aite ? just cross my finger and pray . aminn ! nitee aiteee . sayonara