Bie , why you leave me ? on whom im gonna stand for ? on whom im gonna shared my tears with ? biee , your reason wasn’t good enough . yeahh, im too young for you , but it wasn’t an reason sayang . I loved you . totally yes . im just done tiny miny mistake , and you just hmm I don’t wanna loose you . seriously . after all we’ve been through together , how am I supposed to continue my life? Bie , when you said that you wanna having a serious relationship with me , I took your words seriously . I set up in my mind not to cheating at your back . but why sayang , why :’( how could you! ! sayangg , you doesn’t realized how much I loved you . you wasn’t. biee , I tried like so many times to understand your work, your busy time . we do text like six to ten text a day , that’s only when you’re at home. I doesn’t said anything even though actually I wanted to texted you like every second but I understand your work sayangg. Sayangg , am I not good enough ? I gave the spaces that you wanted to. I gave my full commitment for you . its that wasn’t good enough  for you? Sayangg , answer me ! :’( how can I smile back ? on whom am I gonna smiled for ? how could you . I don’t know if I can love any guys anymore . its different . im used to be in your way honey . shittt , I missed you ! I missed your hug , I missed your smile , I missed how you handle me when I get “merajuk” time . I missed your cute face. Shitt , I missed every single thing about you honeyyyy :’( be mine back . pleaseeeeee im begging you :(

I miss you Farhan .