If you could ever realize , the LOVE that i've shown, the CARES that i've gave and the ATTENTION that i know you need. We will be HAPPY, till now. its just IF you could ever realize it. Day by day, our relation is just like an almost crack bridge , waiting for suitable time to reach don. I've tried harder and harder , being patient as long as i can and keep forgiving you which actually its oo pain for me to reed it down. I keep reminding my mind , my soul even my heart to keep giving you chances its just because i know human keep doing mistake and i keep giving it just because i know i love you . And one time I have realized, You just too boasted. Keep doing thingy that i hate and do it without thinking about me ONCE. So I decided to stop been foolish. I will never ever care about you anymore. Its too pain rozai, I had keep this pain for almost a month. And then , i had made an decision to changed . become more wild , more sosialis and do as many thing that actually i know you doesnt like. KESAH (!) At time i've changed, finally you realized how pain it is. you realized how hurt you are for waiting me to know that you're here for me , YEAH that exactly what I'd felt (!) You keep waiting for me to be the old me , and yeah you've changed into man that  iwant to be with , thanks but its just too late. my heart just closed for you. my heart doesnt want to suffered any longer . i've made a decision to moved on. without your game . I do tried to be the old me but im sorry i cant . Till last night , we had an argue and that timer i realized that this is our ending .i wished it will be an happy ending but its turned to the other side. Its hard for me. I LOVE YOU but my love just cant win your heart. On our argue , you keep saying that F WORDS that actually hurt me more. You keep saying that i have too many guys for being my sparepart huh thanks for the assumption . NOW , I LET YOU GO . just leave me ALONE . Thanks for making me happy and feel like being appreciate even not :')

*this song is actually i should give to you for our upcoming anniversary but yeah ,

I WAS BORN , TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
AND I AM TORN TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO
TO MAKE YOU MINE
STAY WITH ME TONGIHT.